broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- it's hard to be free when you're down on your knees I have no clue why I'm even writing this right now because I have nothing at all to say. I managed to go to school all friggin day today, now just waiting for soccer practice which I'm looking forward to, and I'm feeling alright I guess. I keep letting my head shift to the negative thinking again and I know I need to avoid that until I get into Ledger in just over a week because I really can't afford to end up in the hospital again. It's just not good. I'm thinking tic tac overdoses, nightly. It's the only way, hah. Or else something worse might end up happening. I keep having this horrible graphic dreams that I OD. Last night it was 500 Tylenol, night before it was 100 Lithium. Not cool at all. It needs to stop. Anyways I'm outta here. -xxx- 3:45 p.m. - 2004-04-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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