broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary

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i am strong when i am on your shoulders

So my dad, Shara, & I went up to Parksville yesterday for Mare's dad's birthday. Four hours in the truck, blah. They live right on Rathtrevor beach though, so that's where Shara & I spent more of our time. We saw so much stuff. It was like Biology class, in real life. Hah, then the ridiculous happened. The shock had me ghostly pale, the embarrassment had me purple, so between the two I was a normal balance of colour, but man I thought I was going to throw up.

Tomorrow I go into Ledger. I'm fairly nervous about it, as I don't really know what to expect emotion wise. I'm almost at two weeks cut free though, which is good.

I have major worries right now because I was manic and feeling indestructable, and then even when I came down from that I was just too much of a coward to go get it taken care of. I tell ya, the choices I make sometimes really have me questioning what the hell I'm doing.

This weekend has been like a dream. Slightly nightmarish at some parts, though. Anyways, I'm out.

-xxx-

9:49 a.m. - 2004-04-12

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