broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you gave me nothing, now it's all i've got Well I'm home from Ledger on a pass. I've been doing a lot of really intense work in there, especially these last couple of days. I've been facing up to some really hard stuff and testing myself in every possible way. I get along really, really well with Cindy & am really enjoying working with her. It's gonna be rough after the six weeks are up. I went to school for the first time today, that was hard. It brough so much stress upon me right upfront. Gah, sometimes I just want to pretend none of this crap exists. It would be so much easier. I've been feeling really lonely as of lately too, really isolated, as if everyone is just going on with their lives around me and I'm staying in one place and it's uncomfortable. Blah. I sprained my ankle playing soccer the other day so now I have this stupid aircast brace thing that I wear and I just wish it didn't hurt anymore. Eh, I shouldn't be complaining. Tonight the kids from Ledger are going swimming. I'm thinking me & Cindy will do a 1:1 during that time instead of swimming. I hope so, anyway. Everything feels so uncomfortable right now. I just want to... gah, do all these bad things. I wish I didn't think so much bad stuff. Whatever. I'm out. -xxx- 2:14 p.m. - 2004-04-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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