broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i think i'm finally scared now Things are going really shitty right now. I have told Cindy everything, and I mean everything, that goes through my head, and it triggers so much bad feelings that it makes me feel horrible. I was hoping to get out and play soccer today despite my ankle but no the fucking ref cancelled the game. Stupid lazy bastard. Tonight is the family group on the unit and I'm not looking forward to it one bit. Both my parents are going and the topic is responsiblity. HAH. Let's talk responsibility you pot-smoking ignorant fuckers. Gah, I shouldn't say stuff like that. I know it's okay to be angry but to blatantly put people down is just horrible. I know that doesn't make me horrible for having those thoughts though. I just feel horrible. Eh. I am holding so much anger today and it doesn't feel good. I feel like I want to hurt myself badly. Egad. -xxx- 5:04 p.m. - 2004-04-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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