broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- don't let yourself go, cause everybody cries I'm back. I have absolutely nothing to say. Hah. I'm just sitting up here wide awake when I should be getting myself into better sleep habits or whatever the hell it is I've been doing at Ledger these past couple of weeks, but it's so hard. Blah, so I've been thinking a lot about what's going to happen when I get discharged from Ledger. Odds are by then I will be 17, so no more hospital for me or it will be the adult ward. That is such a scary thought. The first week or so is going to be really tough as I am going to be missing Cindy and Dale and the support that they offer me, as I am finding myself even missing that even on weekend passes. I can see why it is important that I have these passes, or else I'd never be able to be stable enough to leave. Some of this is starting to make sense to me. Anyways. There's talk of the health care workers going on strike, meaning Ledger will shut down. That would be very not good right around now. I'm hoping they can all resolve their conflict and no picket lines will go up though after the ferry strike I will not be all pissed and bitter and hold it against anyone. Shit happens. Unions have to do what they have to do. I impulsively bought "Thank You" and "Have a Nice Day" cards for my dad and Mare today, just because I was feeling weird. Haha, I hope they don't think I'm losing it or something. I missed these nights. Staying up late with piles of junk food and millions of instant message windows all with mindless catch-up conversation with people I haven't talked to in ages, music playing faintly in the background. I used to do this EVERY night. Everything feels so surreal right now. It feels as if everything is floating and spinning around me. Woah. -xxx- 11:11 p.m. - 2004-04-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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