broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- and i need you now somehow Today I go back to school for the first time since I skipped out and attempted suicide, about 2 or 3 weeks ago. I'm terrified. I didn't sleep last night, and I've been incredibly sick to my stomach all morning. I only have three classes, and then school is done for the year. Just a couple of exams to get through, and I'll have made it. I might have to do summer school in English though, because I did no work through the whole year and even if I pass the exam I'm pretty sure my final mark will be an incomplete. Blah, enough school talk. My wrist looks horrible. It keeps starting bleeding again, and I have to hide it behind my watch and like 20 hair elastics, which make it hurt even more. I need to buy more razors. I'm applying for a job, maybe two, tomorrow I think. This will be the first time I've worked, if I get it. I'm scared, but I think it will be good for me. Well, suppose I should be on my way to school. *has a panic attack* -xxx- 9:45 a.m. - 2004-06-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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