broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- you can't take me, i'm free I survived my English exam this morning. Two hours of pure hell, but I actually got everything done (and did more than the bare minimum!) and I think I did it fairly well. Hah, now that I said that I'll bet I fail. Today I've been feeling really sick. I think it's just a reaction from the amount of stress I've been under over the last few days. It's been intense, and I've been managing it fairly well. I'm really grouchy and moody right now though, and I just feel like shit. I am going to go have a bath in a minute. It's never good when I have baths when I'm flipping out, because I always end up cutting. & I know that I will. & I know that it will be to worsen that one on my wrist. I am just so bitter and lonely and screwed up right now, I want to make it all go away. I'm so childish sometimes. I deal with things in the stupidest ways. I get all teared up & throw a hissy fit & then go & cut myself. Stupid, stupid Sara. & what pisses me off most is that no matter how hard I work, I just end up throwing it all away. It's like everything means nothing and nothing means everything. That exam fried my brain. I'm out. 6:22 p.m. - 2004-06-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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