broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- why you wanna show off all your scars? I need stitches on my leg. Badly. I cut this morning. Badly. I showed Dr. Vogt & she told me I needed stitches as I had cut into the muscle but since it wasn't life threatening that it was up to me. Well of course I'm not going to go. I tried putting steristrips on it but it keeps bleeding again & I couldn't get the fucker closed & they just keep slipping. I won't go to the hospital though. I can't. So I can't tell my dad. I'm a mess. I was doing okay... & now I'm gonna go out & fucking binge because I'm so unhappy. I lost more weight... but it'll all be back. I hate me. So much. & the worst part is I know I won't be able to leave that cut alone. Later on I'll make it worse. Fuckkk. -xxx- 4:03 p.m. - 2004-06-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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