broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- there's not a road i know that leads to anywhere This is the suck. Closing is tomorrow & Shara's mom will be here today so she'll be leaving for the summer. Fuck, I can't even believe it. As much as I took this year for granted and wanted nothing more than for it to be over, I would take months more of grade 11 hell to keep Shara in Victoria. Fuckorz. I'm not happy. Tomorrow night I am leaving for Cowichan, will be up there for 3 days with my dad & Mare. I'm excited to go but I don't want to go alone. But, it appears that things have taken a surprising turn of events. If I can talk my dad into leaving Sunday morning instead of Saturday night, Chrissy can come! WOOOOHOOOO! I don't know what I am going to do about my leg though. Hopefully I can take the steristrips off so it won't look so bad. I feel bad cause I've been lying to my counselors & friends & everybody about how I am doing. "I'm going through a lot of tough stuff but I'm managing fairly well." Sure. I'm making plans to hoard pills & hang & cut wrists & all sorts of destructive things. I'm not going to make it through this summer alive. I just can't do it. -xxx- 11:49 a.m. - 2004-06-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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