broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- don't misserve your own needs I'm baaack! Been up at Cowichan since Saturday with Chrissy, my dad, & Mare. It was so nice up there. We went swimming all the time & suntanned (& I didn't burn!) & walked to the corner store, went out in the canoe & paddleboat, caught crayfish, went to the island, played on the water slide, etc. It was so, so great. I was so sad to leave. Everything was like... perfect there. No urges to self harm, & I haven't had suicide urges AT ALL since I left EMP. That's like... 3 weeks. Wooot! No word from Timmys still, so I guess I'm going to have to start applying other places. Damn & a half, cause I really wanted that job. But! Sean got home today! YAHOO!!! I haven't seen him in 9 WHOLE MONTHS & we're getting together with some other people later on today! I can't wait! Hm, what else is new? I've lost 24 pounds. Yahoo. But I gained a pound while I was camping from all the CRAP I was eating, so I'm really pissed at myself for that. Blah. I guess I just won't eat for the next couple of days, make up for it. Poof. There goes my good mood. Damnit, it's too easy to slip. I just talked to Ms. Varley & I have to write my Social Studies exam on Friday. I'm screwed! Completely & utterly fucked! I can't write it, I haven't even GONE to class since Easter! & school is over, fack. She said it was just to improve my mark & isn't necessary but yeah I am at 72% currently & that makes me want to smack myself silly. I need to improve it. & tomorrow I have my interview at EMP about the group therapy... gah... I'm so nervous. But, I'm still doing good. Yahoo. I won't let it slip. It's not worth it. Listen to me! I sound... positive. Scary. -xxx- 10:09 a.m. - 2004-06-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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