broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary

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i'm sick, i'm twisted, i'm broken & you can't fix it

My name is: Sara

Height?: around 5'11"

In the morning i am: disappointed

All i need is: my animals & my friends & my music & my books & my bed

If i could see one person right now: Cindy or Kate or other Kate or Shara or Chrissy or Sean or...

im afraid of: too damn many things

i dream about: bizarre things, sometimes scary ones

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-

Coke or Pepsi: coke

Flowers or candy: flowers

Tall or short: tall

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-

What do u notice first?: weight, eyes

Last person u slow danced with: uhhh... Dave? eeps, I don't even know

Worst thing to say to a girl: "you're fat"

-D O. Y O U .E V E R-

Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. u?: usually I IM them

Save yahoo/msn conversations: if they are important

Wish u were a member of the opposite sex: not often

Cried because of someone saying something to you: yes, I am such a suck

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-

Cried when someone died: I don't know anyone who's died

Lied: yes

Fallen for your best friend: yes

Been rejected?: yes

Rejected someone: yes

Used someone: no

Been cheated on: yes

Done something you regret: yes

Been drunk?: once

Done drugs?: ff marijuana counts, then yes

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-

You talked to on the phone: Martin

Hugged: Pamela

You instant messaged: Shara

That instant messaged you: Kate

You laughed with: Sean, Rusty, Chrissy, Brendan... one of them last night.

-D O .Y O U-

Color ur hair: I used to, trying to leave it natural now

Ever get off the damn computer: mmmhmmm

Habla espanol: si

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-

Smoke cigarettes: no

Obsessive: not really

Could you live without the computer?: probably not

How many peeps are on ur buddylist?: 44

What's your favorite food?: I don't like food

What's favorite fruit?: pears

Like watching sunrises or sunset: yes

What hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: emotional

Trust others way too easily: yes, it's horrible

-D O .Y O U . . .-

HAVE A CRUSH? more than one

HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? no

READ THE NEWSPAPER? sometimes

HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? yes

BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? yes

BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? yes

DRINK ALCOHOL? I try not to

BELIEVE IN GOD? yes

HAVE ANY SECRETS? yes

HAVE ANY PETS? many

GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? yes, I've been planning it out these last few days

HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no

HAVE A BEST FRIEND? yes, more than one

HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? who doesn't?

CARE ABOUT LOOKS? not really

TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? sometimes

-L A S T .T I M E .Y O U . . .-

SMILED? I fake smiled at Martin many times today... but I real smiled last night

CRIED? *shrugs* probably EMP... 3 weeks ago... I've been so numb lately

BOUGHT SOMETHING? I bought a diet coke yesterday

DANCED? who knows

HAMMERED? hammered? I don't know

KISSED SOMEONE? a month ago I guess... maybe a little more

TALKED TO AN EX? today

LAST THING YOU READ? Reader's Digest in the EMP waiting room

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN? Garfield

LAST TIME YOU HAD SEX/MADE LOVE? about a month ago

NUMBER YOU CALLED? my mom's house

LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED? last night

LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV? I can't remember

LAST SONG YOU HEARD? Power of Two by Indigo Girls

LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? water

YOU ATE? ice cream :S

I REGRET- letting myself fall apart

I WISH – I was skinny

I LOVE – my animals & my family & my friends & Cowichan Lake & all sorts of stuff

I MISS – Shara

I FEAR – that something will break me

I WANT – to be skinny

I HEAR – the TV

I SEARCH – for answers

A - Act your age? most of the time

B - Born on what day of the week? Tuesday

C - Chore you hate? I don't mind chores

D - Dad's name? Brian

E - Essential makeup item? lip gloss

F - Favorite actor? don't have one

G - Gold or silver? silver

H - Hometown? Victoria

I - Instruments you play? guitar

J - Job title? student... am currently searching for a job though

K - Kids? what about them?

L - Living arrangements? I live with my dad & his gf Mare

M - Mum's name? Anna

N - Number of people you've ever loved? I love many people

O - Overnight hospital stays? good lord... let's not even go there

P - Phobia? clowns

Q - Quote you like? "Crisis is opportunity riding on a dangerous wind."

R - Reason for doing this quiz? nothing else to do

S - Siblings? only step siblings

T - Time you wake up? 9ish

U - Unique habit? um... I tap my fingers a lot

V - Vegetable you refuse to eat? brussels sprouts, broccoli, cauliflower

W - Worst habit? self harm

X - X-rays you've had? probably 10 or more

Y - Yummy food you make? I make good macaroni & cheese

Z- Zodiac Sign? Taurus

-xxx-

4:45 p.m. - 2004-06-24

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