broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- have a little faith in me Yawn. I'm tired. Really it is much too early to be awake considering what time I fell asleep last night, but whatever. Today I am getting my tongue pierced!!! In like... 3 hours!!! Eiii, I'll post pictures. I'm getting nervous now though. Work has been going better - survived two 5 hour shifts without a problem. I hate that I need to be proud of what are such normal things for others, but it feels good that at least I am attempting to do these normal things now. Today I need to phone my doctor about a physical & lab work. Ugh. DON'T WANT TO. I also need to phone the ED clinic soon. I'm incredibly nervous about that. More that my dad will find out though. Mare's been giving me crap about my weight lately. I don't wear tight clothes anymore - mostly because all the clothes I have are too big - but still she notices. She keeps thinking I am Laura. Funny, because I've always wanted to be as thin as her. Mare told me how much she weighs... she's like 4 inches shorter than me & I weigh less now. Impossible! I'm too fat. Blah. It's incredibly confusing. I miss Shara. She hasn't been online at all & I don't know if she's still at her dad's or not. SHARA E-MAIL ME GODDAMN IT!!! <3 I was looking forward to having a good day hanging out with Chrissy today, but the weather looks like shit already, so I guess I can only pray it doesn't rain. My mouth is incredibly dry & WMP just started playing Christmas music. Ew. Well I'm out. Next entry will have tongue pics! -xxx- 8:03 a.m. - 2004-08-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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