broken-gurl's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dynamite walls Ahhhhh I'm tired. Yesterday I was incredibly sick & dizzy & horrible from lack of food & related issues. I had to go get half the fuckin blood in my body put into tubes for the ED clinic so they can make sure I'm still healthy or whatever. Tomorrow I go for a full physical. Eurgh. Next week I meet my counselor there for the first time. It will be Amanda though, she did my intake call & I found her wonderful to talk to. So at least that will be alright. I'm still scared though. Today I ate & last night too. I have to work today & I promised Linda I'd keep myself stable nutrition wise while working. Or else it can lead to emotional disturbances & that is not good at work. So on my break tonight... guuuhhh... I'm going to drink a can of Ensure. :( I hate that stuff. But a promise is a promise, & Linda is a wonderful manager & I need to be good & honest with her. Yay. Speaking of Amanda... she just called. She's even more worried about me after talking to Joel. She says I should get an ECG next time stuff like yesterday happens. Go to doctor or hospital. Errr... NOT GONNA HAPPEN! Oh but here's the best part of today (not sarcastic, really!) my dad & Mare left this afternoon & are gone until next week sometime!!!!! So me & Laura are left alone with a house full of whatever we want to do & money from them. Heh. Oh yes. Anyway. I feel like crap. After that phone call... ugh. Amanda's going to laugh when she sees me. I am crap. -xxx- 3:41 p.m. - 2004-08-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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